We had a week in Melbourne during which I had some time to myself in the beautiful city, saw friends and family, celebrated Mr BB's 40th birthday, and made it back up the Hume to Canberra.
Mr BB then fell ill with meningitis and spent some days in hospital. Scary time. What do you do when a Dr says to you: "He'll either be better in 24 hours or he'll be dead" ????? I did very little. I kept it together around the kids. I catastrophised when they were at school. I envisaged the kids and I living in a caravan in rural Victoria. Without an annex. I swore that Life Insurance was something we should spend on. I prayed. I cried. I knitted feverishly.
I visited The Man I Have Loved for 15 years who was residing in isolation. After donning a mask, gloves and a yellow gown I sat with him. He oscillated between sleep and hallucinations. Morphine for pain. I sat there in the "dress-ups" that were supposedly to prevent me becoming infected. It seemed pointless really. The night before I had sat with him for hours in emergency. Holding his hand, kissing his forehead, pretty much rolling in any germs to be had.
Thankfully, he's now home, and very much on the improve. Time will bring good health and strength. The knitting has continued and I have immersed myself in my sock. I began this sock years ago. It has been unpicked, re-worked, thrown aside, and fiddled with. I spent an age working out how to knit in the round. Then I paused a few months to work out how to turn the heel. Then again it lay waiting for me to work out how to pick up stitches and do the foot. I was so worried about Mr BB that I didn't even pause to worry about how to graft a toe. If craft is therapy, then it has really been a wonderful way to get through the week.
One down, one to go! I wore it last night though and loved the feel of my first hand-knitted sock. Maybe I can do the second one in a shorter time frame.
Pics and words following later in the week of happy op-shoppiness of the past month.
Take care,
J.

12 comments:
Oh Jess how scary! I'm glad your hubby is on the mend. What a terrifying time.
And well done on the sock. Finally! Well done! You'll never again be a sock knitting virgin.
Goodness, no wonder you've not been blogging! What a traumatic time for you all - glad everything's improving now, and the caravan's avoided...
Yes craft is DEFINITELY therapy and knitted socks are too - even just one (a very impressive sock it is too). I was given my first pair by Loani of Mad Tea Cosies fame and I refer to them as my 'happy socks'. How unbelievably scary for you both (I know exactly what you mean about life insurance - M. smokes and on my bad days I can conjure up all sorts of dire futures for us). Sending you all my best most positive thoughts for a speedy recovery. And I thought turning 40 alone was bad enough - that certainly puts it all in perspective, doesn't it? Hugs to you. Jacqui
Good grief Jess! That's a horrible time you've been through, but I'm so glad to hear he's on the mend.
Oh my word!!!!!!!! So glad to hear that your man is back home and continuing to improve.
Loving your sock work :-)
Hey
It was great to see you today and I hope the man of the house is better soon!
oh my goodness Jess! I didn't know!! I'm so glad that Mr BB is okay.
I have been thinking of you guys a lot but got a tad busy.
Call you tomorrow!
Oh my. What a harrowing time you have had. I hope everything will soon be well with you all.
Goodness, what a scary time. Glad to hear Mr BB is on the mend.
Oh my goodness Jess! How awful for you and your husband! My heart leapt into my throat when I read about the meningitis. SO, SO GLAD he's OK now. Hope he continues to mend.
GLad you're crafting to keep the anxiety demons at bay.
See you soon!
Michelle xo
Oh Jess what a time you have had. I am currently envisioning my family in the caravan in rural Victoria for different reasons but equally not fun.
I am so glad your gorgeous MR BB is on the mend. Give him a hug from the crazy lady at stitches and craft....and look after yourself my dear.
What a fright for you! Glad he's better... and love the Russian dolls. p.s. My hubby does my blog up for me... I don't have a clue about these things either!
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